We haven’t spoken in 3 weeks. She told me she doesn’t know what she wants. She has three kids that I love more than life. She broke up with me in September but we’re on/off all the way through to mid January. I love her and she is my world. I know she is hooking up with other people. Her ex gf and a guy she knows. She said it wasn’t me it was her and that she wants me in her life. I’ve known her and her youngest daughter for three years and I can’t let them go. I am willing to work and fight for her and patiently endure anything for her. She is special. I’m kinda doing no contact which feels awful and disingenuous because I want to tell her how much love her. But I also don’t want to be unappreciated or push her away. Please help me. I’ve cried everyday for 3 weeks.