So to preface this, we've not been together long, i.e. 3 month's which I know is not long, but we've spent about 90% of those 3 month's together (not an exaggeration) so we're pretty close to be modest

I learned pretty quickly that she has gone through some awful business, some of it so recent I have no idea how she ever trusted me but she did, anyway none of that is an issue because I could take care of her if upset

We both have alcohol issues, which obviously is just a bad combo I know, so predictably we argue when drunk but in such a short period of time I've had to prevent a suicide attempt, been blackmailed on for suicide, twice, lost friends because of it, threatened to break up and I don't think I can even end the relationship because I can't think about what might happen

I know I can't possibly be perfect, nobody is, I certainly am not, so I understand how that stuff happens and don't blame her for it and I don't want to leave her for it, I love her, but I'm gunna break if she doesn't first

So any insight would be greatly appreciated, thanks in advance