As the flair reveals, this is a rant. I am not seeking advice. It's just an offloading of emotion and most likely nonsense feelings. I'm sorry in advance 🙃

I want to be in a polycule with loving partners, near and far, who are intelligent, passionate, and kind-hearted people connected by love for one another. I'm ready to send and receive multiple good morning, good night, and random 'just because' texts throughout the day. I'm ready to send spicy pics and sexy descriptions of what I anticipate after a date.

I'm ready to be held as I cry, hold others for comfort, and revel in the warmth of many arms and hearts.

They say that love comes when you least expect it, when you aren't searching for it, when you don't feel desperate, but I wonder at that because they also say you have to 'put yourself out there' if you want to be found. I just wish I could skip finding and mixing the ingredients and get straight to baking the pie.

I volunteer for a new reality show where you become a part of arranged polycules chosen by friends - Shapes of Love OR Full House 😂