My ex just dropped off some of my stuff I left at his house. He typed up a letter and its essentially two pages full of things I have done wrong, been out of line, or been manipulative. Never once did he bring any of these topics up with me, and that is why I am so confused. I truly love him and he just ripped my heart from my chest by telling me things ive never even heard him mention.

I feel like im the worst person in the entire world and it hurts so much. I had no idea he felt this way about me and im just like shaking and crying and hyperventilating because I truly just wanted to love him the best I could but apparently I was hurting him instead? The thought of that alone makes me want to get sick

I feel like the scum of the earth