Found out yesterday that my partner 32M of 8 months, never really liked me and never loved me even though he said it for 3 months. I am completely gutted and feel like I am dead inside.
It started to unravel when I confronted him about being distant and not reciprocating anything emotional over text like we had done for many months before. I thought we had a great time together and I genuinely cared for him and loved him. I am so confused as to why I was thrown away like a piece of garbage. I am humiliated down to my core. I have so much shame, and I’ve had two panic attacks since first confronting him on Thursday. I wanted to vomit when he said he never loved me and that it was “unfair” to me that he ever said it. Then why say it!!! I feel so stupid that I believed someone would love me. How will I ever trust anyone ever again?