So Ive been in various stages of poly for the last 4 years. Ive uncondioned myself to "jelousy", love compersion, and after a few relationships " had it all figured out". I was pretty much single for the last year or so and had very much accepted the work and stress of poly were just as exponential as the pros.

Soo. Here I am coming back into the dating seen in the middle of redneck country. The one poly date I got is way over saturated leaving me with a jelous needy feeling in the middle of a shit storm of a couple weeks. I feel really low. Also over the corse of my poly and kink lifestyles Ive become intolerant of the bigoted, ignorant, mentality that is most people in my area. If I were to try being monogamous again...eh F it. Im just going to call this a vent. That's more scary than coming out poly.