This is just a late night vent for me. Lately I’ve (30F) come to the realization I am demisexual. I fell very hard last year for a situationship that ended with me catching very intense feelings, but otherwise I have so little interest or hope in meeting someone new. My anchor partner (35F) and I have a very solid relationship so no issues there, but I’d like to explore with someone or multiple someones. I just have such a block about people I don’t know. It takes me a long while of being friends with someone and knowing them before feeling any type of chemistry. It feels like it’s not going to be worth the effort, or they won’t meet my high standards so why bother? I wish it was easier for me to find interest in new people. Instead I still pine for that person who broke my heart, ugh