I am dating someone. It’s wonderful. We are in love. We are not primaries. Things are fairly equitable and it’s been amazing and I feel so well taken care of. I am deeply in love with them.

That being said I have had such a hard time continuing to date. I want to meet someone that I have a similar spark with. It’s so hard for me to get out there. I’ve had so many bad dates, and each one makes me so so dreadfully sad. Even if the date is average, I’m sad. I don’t know if I’m having scarcity mindset or what but it’s messing with me. I want to clone my partner! (I know this sounds like I want monogamy but I don’t…. They’re just a really great match)

Does anybody else struggle with this? I took a break from dating new people for a while and started up again a couple months ago & now it’s just upsetting to me.

Is this like an nre thing??? Or is this like a big bad deal.