Ok so I made a post a little while ago about being semi new and not being able to find anyone. I feel like its because I an finding out that I don't think I can be. I was anyways back and forth with messenger about being with someone besides my wife. Nothing wrong with it and about it you are just awesome. I just don't think it's my thing. With that.... my lost feeling. While she has been in a ldr with someone that treats her amazing and has seen a few times, I'm finding out that I just don't think I can do that. But to mention that I pushed her into this guy because I knew how much she liked him and I was only really worried about her being happy and I thought I would beable to find that as well. So we had a little tiff and she only did it because I pushed her into it and she questioned how I could want to be with anyone but her if I loved her so much.
I feel like I couldn't anyway because I felt like I was doing something wrong and how could I spend time with anyone when I don't want to leave her side. I just do not know how to feel or anything.