Short story. Met a girl. She has a main and a secondary. We hung out for almost almost a year and then exchanged I love you's. Things were great, I thought... The. I started noticing she'd do things for other people and not me. Left me and main partner on my birthday. We were supposed to go somewhere for my birthday, but since she wasn't around, I decided to go by myself. She convinced me not to go and because she wanted to go with me. That never happened. Bought gifts for others and u never received a damn thing. Got less and less attention over time. Things took a turn when she up and decided that she's monogamous now. Like tf??? You said you'd always love me... Where tf is that shit now? Friendzoned and left hanging while I was out finding a main partner. I've had my hookups (nothing I truly enjoyed), but I never found anything like I thought we'd had. I'm still a friend in her book, but in my book, I love her and not having her love me makes me wretch. I don't like sudden change. I still hang out with her and her partner sometimes. And the partner and I get along as far as I know. I don't want to leave her, but miserable I am. I've been left hanging and now I'm poly and she's nit. Idk what to do... Though I absolutely know what I need to do.... Fuck my life