So... Recently me and my partnerdecided to really be poly. I mean, we were always really okay with the idea, but never really explored it, possibly because of a bad experience we had with another person.

Nowadays we are being more open about it and more sincere, my partner is looking for other partners and all, but I seem to feel guilty...

The idea of searching for other partners makes me feel dirty some times and I do have a possible crush on someone, but... Thinking about all of this makes me feel guilty, makes me feel like I'm cheating on my partner, even tho the idea of them being with other people makes me happy for them.

When I told my partner about this person I have a crush on, they seemed to get even more excited about it than me, but I can't seem to feel anything besides guilty.

That all being said, how do you guys deal with this feeling?