Hi I have been in a non monogamous relationship with a friend for 2 years. I have moved to a foreign place with no family and friends or support system. More recently I haven't been feeling comfortable with our relationship l'd go as far as saying even unwanted! This is polyamorous person I have dated and my first non monogamous relationship at all. When I start dating non monogamously I promise my self that l'd if my primary partner was all way going to come first. If we not good then I couldn't give to someone else. In the 2 years I have only gone on one date outside of relationship. But for some reason more recently I have felt An array of emotions which I have never spoken about until now! " which hasn't helped" jealousy, resentment, the need to lie and feel untrusting are very new feelings here.

I have never been a great communicator "I think"! I honestly sit on my thoughts and feelings till I feel like I can talk about it without coming out upset. Which has worked for me in the past. But in doing that here mental health has exploded and the same for my relationship. How should I move forward. Moving here has cost me everything! I have no money/ job. I have very little friends and no one is close enough to hang out or see. On top of that we have kids who I love. Which I take care of most of the time. We are not together anymore…..