appreciating my alone time more? i just made pasta and had a great time cooking alone to my music. now i’m going to get high and watch WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT and play WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT!!! hell fucking yeah! i’ve been codependent so long that i forgot the joys of my own company!

i’m new to polyamory, dating my NP who is slightly more experienced with it. i had a romantic fwb situation for awhile but then he got into a monogamous relationship. my partner def likes to date more, but i don’t really feel the need to seek new people out rn. i don’t have energy to give to someone new; my life is already pretty full of really wonderful platonic friendships and my own personal passions/hobbies. i used to feel insecure about not dating anyone else but i know i’m being authentic to myself and i’m happy with what i got going on rn. i’m totally open to meeting someone naturally; actively dating on apps is just not something i care to do at the moment. i’ve been struggling with jealousy toward someone my partner has been seeing but tonight i feel very free from it!