I have no one to really talk to about this so i’m posting it here. I recently started seeing a guy and it’s been absolutely magical. We clicked instantly. Sat talking for hours till the restaurant had to kick us out on our first date. The last time i saw him, he told me he was falling for me, and i feel the same way. 3 days after that he got really sick, and has been sick ever since. That was in the beginning of December. He’s been in the hospital twice, and his wife just texted me that he’s been hospitalized again, and that his condition is serious. I’ve been so fucking worried about him, and i hate that the relationship is still new and we’re not at the stage where i can be there for the both of them. The past month has been so hard for me, and thought things were going to start going up hill from there but now he’s sick, and i feel helpless.