Hey guys, so we both talked about this before, but heart just isn't in it for several reasons. 1 she told me she doesn't wanna know anything about partners. I just can't do it because it feels like I'm lying. It's not, but I feel wrong hiding stuff. 2 I hurt my back a few months ago. While I was pretty confident before, now, I feel unwantable because I'm practically disabled. 3 I told people in the past that i believed in poly because of my past, truly being faithful and still being cheated on, I don't want to care about stuff. The thing is, I really would be happy for my partner as long as she was happy for me. The jokes come out right cuck, insult insult.... fine whatever, but now, I don't have the same confidence in myself because legitaltly I am less than normal. And now, the jokes hit me for real. Any words of wisdom or anything