So my wife is out on her first date with someone else tonight. I'm supportive of it, but still stressed and sad.

Over the last month or so it's become clear that while my wife and still love each other, she no longer is in love with me. (As with all these stories there is always a lot more to the story that I don't want to get into because it would make the post too long, but I'm at least 90% supportive of whatever she does tonight.)

Right now I'm ok. I'm home with the kids and a sitter is coming over to put them to bed so I don't need to be a Dad but I'd love to have some folks to chat with later if I get triggered and feel like shit.

(And I know this isn't really poly, but I couldn't think of another sub. This doesn't belong in an adultery or deadbedroom sub for instance. So if someone thinks I should delete it hear and move it somewhere else please be kind and let me know.)