I will be short, because I am very hurt, angry, disappointed and lonely.

I've been having chronic problems with digestion, and some other medical issues piled up as well. They've been treating me unsuccessfully for two years and told me a lot of nonsense, but this made me cry and hurt and made me very angry. This one doctor that is sure in his diagnosis, where the treatment doesn't help me and the test he did was not done correctly probably, told me when I asked him some questions about my new symptoms that no one can cure me, no one can help me and that this is unexplainable. He practically yelled at me, and I have to give him money, because that was a private clinic... He also gaslighted me so bad, saying everything opposite from me, and that half of these things are just in my head.

I don't know how I keeped myself together and didn't start crying until I stepped outside. I feel so defeated and lonely...