today i woke up with an insane headache, hip is subluxing or something idk (feels like my leg is falling off), wrist feels like it's full of gravel, so nauseous i'm just lying in bed wrapped in braces eating granola out of a cup, on the phone forever trying to get a referral for a urologist because i'm on my seventh UTI of the year. hands and arms covered in eczema for the last few weeks, fuckin brutally itchy. it's incredible how much my body has deteriorated just in the last five years or so.

technically i'm supposed to WFH today but i can't comprehend anything beyond lying here trying not to implode. this constant pain, weakness, nausea, exhaustion that no one around me understands....i wish i had more disabled community. my partner says that he sees me as being made of glass, which feels painfully accurate on days like this.

i feel so isolated, it would help me to hear other people complain about how they're feeling today lol. so let's hear it, how are y'all doing?

edit: this genuinely has raised my spirits, thank you all so much :')