Smoked weed occassionally and each time I got heavy dp. I am an anxious and lonely person.

My main symptoms are: 1. Ego death. Feeling shame about the lies which I call my identity. 2. Feeling foolish about how much I don’t know and things I’m missing out on. 3. Feeling disconnected from myself to the point I go mute. 4. Extreme paranoia and fear of other people even my “friends” I would smoke with. I thought my friend would rob the house after getting me high.

Post high I get effects like 1. The sound of my own voice feels distant and strange when talkinng. 2. Being alone with myself is hell. 3. Talking to others feels like reading off a play script. 4. Can’t sleep at night 5. Long term goals I have been working feel foolish and futile and how much delusional I am