This post has been de-listed
It is no longer included in search results and normal feeds (front page, hot posts, subreddit posts, etc). It remains visible only via the author's post history.
All I want is to feel like my old self again. I took 10 mg edibles three months ago and have felt a different perception inside ever since, like my life now and life then were two different things. I can't live in this self. I can vividly see myself ending it in the next few months if I ctnget back to my old self feeling. Did anyone who got their inner self changed from weed recover to old self? I don't want to forget everything about my real life before this. I want seasonal smd holiday feelings back and to be able to tell time of day again. I want to be able to sleep at night. I want to feel connected to my family again. I want to get a job and chase the dreams I was working towards. I want my brain to stop burning. Idk if this even is dpdr or some horrific change in chemistry from the weed. Am I going to forget who I was the more months go by? Years? Kill me. I could get through this if I knew I would be myself again. Please tell me someone has experienced anything remotely similar to this, a change of internal self feeling and that they got that pre drug sense of themselves back, please tell me if it's even possible...I truly can't do this much longer
My guy, you post the same question every. Single. Day. I’m gonna be real with you… I know this is so scary but you NEED to stop asking the same questions and being on this subreddit all day. It won’t help. There’s so much advice on here. Read the advice and get off this Reddit. Do the work to get better
You’re still you. Please look into ERP therapy please. I promise you it’ll help.
It’s definitely ocd! We need to cure ocd first
Look into ERP therapy. It’s hard to sit with uncertainty. So so hard. But it will probably cure ur dpdr. You really need ERP therapy friend.
You definitely have ocd. You need to sit with the uncertainty and be ok with it.
Post Details
- Posted
- 1 year ago
- Reddit URL
- View post on reddit.com
- External URL
- reddit.com/r/dpdr/commen...
My guy, you’re constantly changing. You think in 20 years you will be the same person as you were? No. We’re all changing! It’s normal. It’s healthy. Change is good. Why are you so set on getting your old self back? There’s nothing to get back.. you’re YOU and will always be you. You’re still YOU. Stop focusing on trying to get back. You’re stuck on this loop of getting your old self back. You need ERP therapy. You have severe ocd and once you treat it, the dpdr will resolve surely.
In the nicest way possible you really aren’t doing the therapy/work correctly. You said you’ve tried everything I get it but with something like ERP therapy (ocd cure) you need to actually be doing the ERP therapy correctly in order for it to properly work. You’re set on getting your old self back that it’s keeping you from recovery.