M35 here. GF30 was very mean to me on Friday. She got really drunk and out of nowhere started saying things like I don't care about her, don't do anything for her, I'm overly sensitive, Im only good for having sex with. She accused me of lying to her about basically everything I say (not true). Pretty much belittled every facet of my life. I just sat on the couch taking it all, not wanting to cause a further escalation. I wanted to cry to be honest. The person that says she loves me is being so cruel?

This is the second time she has done this. The first time was over texts.

She went home, slept it off and claims no memory of what she said and says she didn't mean any of it. I have never been abused by a woman but I think this is what being abused feels like? I try my best to keep her happy but she's always mad about something.

I really want to forgive and hope she doesn't do it again but am I being naive? If I have to get out it's not too hard since we don't live together. Please any advice? This is so hard as a man who has never experienced this