My bf has made me so reclusive I don’t even leave the house anymore. He doesn’t want me to talk to my friends and he hates it when I talk to my dad or my sister. He says I always make him out to be the bad guy, so I can’t talk to them.

The only time I get to let things out is once a week at therapy for an hour. I just wish I could form connections with people again. I miss people. Like I thought I always hated how people acted but I am a social animal and I need it. I’m at my breaking point and I can’t help but think no one cares. He certainly doesn’t seem to.

Just thinking about how I had my best friend before this relationship, and now she hates my guts. I saw her at Kroger the other day and she wouldn’t even look at me. Didn’t say a word. We had the best times together. Literally my favorite person in the world. And he fed her lies, as well as me, and I haven’t made another friend since. I’ve had to cut everyone off.

I just miss having fun://