He has emotionally abused me. He has now physically abused me. He constantly blames me for every problem that occurs in his life.

His car battery died. It’s my fault because he picked me up from work, not because he left the car on and in park for 4 hours to tell me how you think I’m a narcissist. He’s not allowed at my brother’s house because of me. Not because he came over screaming at me, spit in my face, and proceeded to blame me when my brothers defended me. I have so many more examples.

I wasn’t perfect. But I treated him with love and respect. I was honest with him for 7 years. I never cheated on him. But he constantly accused. Why? Because he cheated on me when I was in rehab and a week before I was coming home, he dumped me for her. And she didn’t even want him a few months later.

I tried for the past 2 years to get him back after he cheated and dumped me. I did everything he asked. Paid his bills. Gave him my phone, my passwords, my location. He slept with 3 other women.

I did everything I could to prove my love. He became verbally abusive, said he hopes I kill myself, that I’m a waste of space. Yet I still wanted so bad to prove I love him. Then it became physical….it had to get this bad before so I’d realize I need to walk away. I feel stupid. But I know I’ll be happier now….

Update: I just found out he had cheated on me with multiple women MONTHS before I graduated rehab. So him accusing me of cheating with everyone and anyone was all a projection. And that I wasted another 2 years since graduating from there on him and trying to win his love when he never loved anyone but himself….