so about a year ago i had been in a very toxic relationship and my little was out every day for about 2 months during it and only me and her would front. after the relationship ended it was just me and a few other parts for a while but then i went through another breakup and i remember crying at work and then nothing?? all i know is i went to my dads house and told him i had parts and then tried to start a fight with him (this had not happened for years) and then texted my abusive ex and now a year later me and my abusive ex just broke up. i don’t go by my birth name and while i was with them i was still going by it, i started going by it again when i started dating them again, and when things got bad my personality changed and i ended up choosing a new name. is it possible i’m not the original host and was created specifically from the trauma i endured during this relationship?