Two months ago i was diagnosed with Ocd. I am taking Sentraline and Lorazepam. I have improve a bit. The las week i have started to reduce the Lorazepam dose and it seems like my main obsession is coming back stronger. The urge to do my compulsion seems to be growing. I am 43 years old and i live with my parents. They don't know anything about my Ocd. So the next week i won't have to work, but i can't travel anywhere because i am too anxious and drained. On top of that i must spend lots of time with my parents pretending that i am ok and with my obsessions and compulsions eating me alive. I used to smoke and stopped like a week ago. I don't wanna smoke again because it just mades my anxiety bigger. But driving home from work i was thinking on smoking again. Any help orvadvice is welcome, thanks.