Been a minute since I've shared anything so I figured I'd touch base.

His mother has left to go live (mooch) off her mother.

I'm in the process of planning my leave. I'm torn and anxious about the whole process. I very much don't want to go stay with my mother and father. However when my tax return comes in I will have money to pay for a storage unit for a few months and a moving truck. Then my student refund will come in in April and I can find a place then.

I just know it is going to be messy and ugly and it's giving me such anxiety even though I know it's what needs to be done. Part of me has a best case scenario in my head where I leave and buy a mobile home of my own and he gets his shit together and we're able to work it out. But I know that's silly.

So that's my update, really just need the support right now.