My character flaws are keeping me in this deeply negative, bleak, and bitter worldview. Every single time I look at myself I’m absolutely saddened and I think to myself about my future. Who the hell would think this is attractive? Am I going to die alone?

Not only this, but every time I see another man’s face, I hyper analyze and compare myself to him. I can’t even watch TV anymore because every time I see an attractive actor I get sick to my stomach because I realize he looks better than me in every way.

My flaws don’t stop in the looks department though, I’m a fucking weirdo probably because I wasn’t sufficiently socialized in my developmental years. My self esteem has been below the ground since I was in elementary school. I often wonder, Is there anything even slightly interesting or endearing about myself?

With these habits, there’s literally no way out of the black pill line if thinking. I will forever be a pessimistic, nihilistic, lonely human being.