I’ve been seeing one of my partners for about a year and a half now. When we got together I was in kind of a chaotic place. All of my spoons were going to one partner and survival. I don’t even know why this lovely human hung in there, but he did. Life isn’t chaotic anymore for a bunch of reasons, and within the past two months my feelings for him have grown so intense. We still see each other the same amount of time, talk the same amount of time, and I don’t want anything to change, but wow are things intense. I have weird thoughts of ending things with everyone else because nothing comes close to how I feel about him. Sex with everyone else pales in comparison, I want to confess undying love- and probably have.

Logistically nothing will change. I wouldn’t even want it to, but wow. Has anyone else had this happen? Is it going to fade like NRE does? I really don’t want it to, I like this giddy in love place.