So this needs a tiny bit of build up to it. Today my only partner had her other partner come over to hang out, which is a common occurrence, and sexy time is normal with all three of us included. But today I was trying to give them like an hour of semi privacy, the cabin is only one big room, and I put headphones on and started playing a game. When I stood up they were playing and I got a bit jealous and stepped outside to have a smoke and told myself it's whatever doesn't matter I'll just go back in and play my game and be alone for a moment. But then they came and sat next to me so I went to the bathroom for a moment of privacy and she followed me and asked what was wrong so I voiced my feeling of jealousy being strong cause I had been trying to initiate for days and every time I start play time and he isn't paying attention she stops me and has him join but she didn't do it for me with him. And she got upset with me for feeling that way. How do I not be upset about this stuff and just embrace it without feeling like I fucked up all the time?