So me(M31) and my fiancee(F31) has been dipping our toes into some sort of partner sharing thing. It's agreed to be an open relationship but frankly, I get off more on her being with others than the idea of me being with others so I don't know if we really could call it that.

Anyways, so far she's only been with one other(made a post about it a few months ago), and it was a trial run for the both of us really as neither one of us knew how we'd feel afterwards. It was chaotic for sure, but also it sparked some of the best sex and the best connection between us in years so we see it as a success.

This past weekend she took me away to spend a night at a hotel and go to a concert. We got to the venue rather early and headed inside. We bought some refreshments and watched the concert together.

As the concert came to its end though we decided to step away from the crowd and go get a table. We both sat down for a moment before I got up to get us something to drink. The bar wasn't more than 15 meters away from our table but I barely had time to go up to the bar before I turn back and see an older man talking to my fiancee. She did politely reject him though and I return with our drinks.

A while later I go up to get us something again. And once more the same thing happens. I text her something along the lines of, "I can't even turn my back towards you for two seconds." And we have a laugh about it when I return.

She ends up being approached once more before we go back to the hotel. And though nothing more happened with anyone else it certainly got our minds going.

The sex we had when we got back was amazing. It was filled with dirty talk and naughty fantasies, which I love, and it felt like we couldn't get enough of eachother.

I told her I loved the idea of having to wait, of being teased and denied until she'd gotten her fill from someone else first. Letting me reclaim her by the end. I also told her I get off on the idea of not being allowed to finish each time we have sex. That her teasing me and leaving me frustrated while she gets to cum and be satisfied turns me on.

While she told me she wants to feel other men cum inside her. That she wants to take several loads before coming back to me and letting me go last. She also told me she wants me to listen to her getting fucked by someone else. To sit in a room and jerk off and listen to her getting pleasured by another man, only allowed to come out and have her once he's done and have left. And hearing her talk like that turns me on to no end.

She's being very concious about telling me that she'll always look forward to come home to me. That no one can fuck her like I do. But I do try to let her know that I don't want her to go out and get mediocre dick. What gets me off the most with this whole lifestyle or dynamic is her pleasure. I love that it is focused on her pleasure, it turns me on so much to know that she loves this both physically and psychologically. And that I absolutely want to hear about it as well, if she got the best fucking of her life i want her to tell me all about it. I've even had her recount some old hookups that she found especially hot or memorable while we have sex as well.

So even though nothing too exciting happened this weekend it feels as if we've taken another few steps in a very exciting direction together.