Don't ask don't tell and I'll pretend it's not real. I'll be busy with the baby anyway. Then when he was gone over night and suddenly it's real. So I want rules and boundaries but I also kinda want to play too. But I feel guilty about even wanting to. I haven't done anything physically yet. Just online long distance stuff. But he has done online and in person stuff. Anyway dude I am talking to will be in town but not till October and lives several states away. I have an ok from my husband and he'll already have a hotel room. But I will talk myself out of it by October probably or he will change his mind or something will go wrong. Anyway yall talk me into or out of this. I figured I am going to hell anyway for the sexual adventures I've already had. This is just one more.