I’ve been talking to this girl who’s amazing in every way, I’ve never felt a connection like this. She recently opened up to me that she’s been thinking about the idea of ENM before we were talking. I’ve never thought about having this type of relationship before because I’m very much so a one partner person. We’ve talked about boundaries we could agree on but I feel guilty because they are mostly coming from me. I told her I wouldn’t have any interest in being with anyone else and that I would just appreciate that intimacy stays between us because it’s kinda sacred to me. I wouldn’t care as much about kissing but I’m scared of getting jealous and not being able to accept her going on dates with others. She’s told me that I would 100% be her main partner but it’s hard to grasp having multiple partners in my head because I can’t see caring for someone with everything you have and also having other partners. I’ve never felt a connection like this before and I know I’ll regret it if I let it slip so any advice is greatly appreciated.