I'll be upfront and admit that as of right now I dont have a bunch of dating experience.I'm pretty shy and socially anxious so Im probably just overthinking things because of my inexperience

I'm 20 but I find I'm usually attracted to older women and to be honest Im not sure how I feel about this.I dont really know why Im attracted to them this way I just know that I(as someone whos super socially anxious) find it much easier to be open with them.I feel like I can be myself more without the usual fears I have

I feel a little conflicted about this sometimes because part of me thinks its wrong,part of me is maybe worried about potential judgement

I feel a little silly but Ive been wanting to get these thoughts out there for a while.I guess Im looking for input.Is it ok for me to feel this way?Have people on either sides of the age range felt these things?If so how did you overcome them?