DAE feel unbelievably sad inside? Like it colours everything? I feel exhausted by life, by the strug...

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DAE feel unbelievably sad inside? Like it colours everything? I feel exhausted by life, by the struggle, and the unfairness of it all.

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I’m a good person yet it isn’t enough. My life still feels like a mess, and nothing like what I thought it would be at this age (I’m 47). I have no partner, no child, can barely work, and am barely keeping afloat financially. I keep feeling like I need to grieve for all my losses, for all the many lost opportunities due to my childhood. But I’m scared of grieving, because it may never end. I have thoughts of un-aliving myself recently. Everything feels too hard. I have lost most of my life due to my childhood. I wish someone could just look after me, but there is no one.

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