Slightly weird question here, but have any other subs or masochists on here found that they have (or been accused of having) a martyr complex?

Something in my vanilla life made me realize that I sometimes willingly make things more difficult for myself than they need to be if I think it’s what someone wants. Even if they tell me I don’t have to, I’ll do it for (what I perceive as) the sake of the relationship. It’s hard to explain in specifics, and it doesn’t dominate my life or anything, it’s just a pattern I’ve noticed.

I’ve read that it’s a form of masochism, which made me wonder if it’s connected to my submissive tendencies. Do I want my future partner to dominate me because it’s enjoyable, or because I subconsciously think it’s not a “real” relationship if I’m not suffering for it? Do I even really enjoy it, or am I just rewarding myself for vindicating the complex?

I’ll cut myself off before I get too rambly, but I’m curious if anyone else has noticed a similar association, in themselves or others. Alternatively, if there are any psychologists in the room, I’d be happy for someone to give me a better explanation than the Wikipedia page.