Ok this happened last night and I have to share the story because it felt so amazing and wholesome☺️

My partner (NB/F) and I (F) have been together for a very long time and only got into bdsm a few months ago. Although my pain tolerance level is low, I always enjoyed she inflicting moderate pain on me, however my partner (mega Dom) usually didn’t feel too comfortable doing sadomasochistic stuff because she dreads the idea of hurting me.

Last night before sleep time, I was casually lying in bed on my belly, browsing my phone. She walked in and looked at me amusingly, then reached down to grab my feet. I thought she was just giving me a sweet feet rub like she always does so I said “thank you Master💛” but as soon as she touched me it felt different. It was a little too painful and she had a handsome, sadistic grin on her face! I started moaning a little and she asked “do you like that puppy?” I said yes while already a little out of breathe from the rush. So there we were in a very spontaneous play session and she just tortured me by…messaging my feet.

I should add that my partner gives better massages than the majority of massage therapists, and oh boy does she know how to make it hurt or not. I had some “knots”causing tension under my feet from everyday tasks of walking, standing et. Instead of gently rubbing she just pushed directly down on the knot which will for sure help relieve tension but also hurt like hell. One minute in I’m already in tears (and ofc getting some moisture down under too😆). My partner was enjoying the noises I made so much she laughed like a sadist goddess which was soooo hooooot!!

Best part was, because we both knew that even if it hurt bad, this was actually good for my feet and could cause no real harm, so we were able to enjoy the scene totally stress free. It hurt too bad at times and I was on the verge of safewording but I didn’t, super proud of myself! Like I was turning into pain slut mode lol. After a while my partner would let me have a rest and she came to check if I was still crying (I had mentioned to her previously I wanted her to break me and make me cry when we play). The whole scene was such an unusual way to play that we felt super funny too, so I was giggling and crying (and moaning) at the same time🤣

When we wrapped up she came to hug me and kiss me, said she loved me and asked how I feel. I said it’s mind-blowing good!!! I asked if she enjoyed it and she told me it was awesome and such a great release for her. We decided definitely will do this again. She asked me to try move my feet and I realised that after the rough massage, most of the “knots” are gone now and without the tension my feet and leg felt so light and comfy!

I hear people say be creative in your play and find what works for you, and through this experience I really started to understand how true that is. Overall I’m just filled with joy. I wonder if you have creative ways to do pain play? Or any tricks and fun ideas that you discovered?