For starters, I didn't realize how much of a brat I was until this relationship, which is ALSO my first. To be clear, this is online, and I only knew I was v subby.

I only discovered this because, in my bratting attempt, I got my partner's subby side to come out (he's a switch, which was already known). However, rather than have a typical "darn, gotta try something different"... I'm enjoying switching between roles with him? Like, I'm enjoying being his "Mumma" just as much as I enjoy being his "little one". When I read over our sexual exchanges, I get hot. When I read over our little exchanges (sometimes sexual, sometimes not), I get just as aroused, if I'm not first overcome by how ADORABLE he is!

Any other brats bamboozle themselves like this?

EDIT: Mention of ageplay in comment, so I added flair as a warning