I got into bdsm when I was 18. Slowly over the years (I'm 21 now) I've discovered more and more things that I really like. But I feel as a plus size girl. Most things I want no Bf or dom would want to do. I really enjoy bondage, pet play and CNC. But in any social media platform. You only see super skinny girls as littles, kittens or puppies. And all bondage artists I follow only work with very skinny small girls. It discourages me alot when I want to get into then more but am scared to. Even cnc. I always feel if I were to bring it up. No SO would want to do it because in the back of my mind I hear a nagging voice telling me I'm to big for that. I just feel like I can't be a good sub,little, kitten, etc being my plus sized body shape and it really just hurts me sometimes.