Hello all,

I have been kinky for as long as I can remember. Usually my kinks and their various outlets give me great pleasure, even the ones which could be considered harmful to me.

However, in recent weeks and perhaps even months I have found that I just feel a strong sense of apathy when it comes to performing any 'kinky' activity, whether that is masturbation and real-life play, or simply chatting to various friends and Redditors about the typical filth I enjoy.

I still browse Reddits, Tumblrs, and the like, but I find a strong sense of negativity associated with actually engaging in anything beyond looking.

I have also noticed this sense of negativity towards other hobbies of mine.

It is almost like my mind and body shut down whenever I want to start something new. I get anxiety paralysis and it makes me feel miserable.

Does any of that make any sense at all?