Hi all,

This is probably a bit on the unorthodox side - please just don’t bother commenting if it’s too weird, I’ve dealt with enough judgment already lol. I have known for a few years that I am a switch, not just a dom, but have only recently found a dome partner whom I trust enough to really explore with. But I’m a very, very controlled person in most other parts of my life – I’m a bit of a stereotype, in that I have a fairly highly-pressured career and all the rest. I can’t release my grip enough to just trust her and get into the scene. And there’s a really key reason I’d like to do that. My degradation/humiliation is around forced ageplay of a sort – no diapers, but being made a helpless child is incredibly hot for me. But I can’t let go somehow. I would like to be brought to the point of actually crying, if I can – a true release. And I don’t know how to find that place. Suggestions are welcome – mental tricks, degrading things she can do, I don’t know – but we’re both looking for ideas. Neither of us are new to kink, but we’re new to this, and she’s not sure what to do. Only limits are watersports/scat.

Thanks