Hi all, 36yr old submissive trans woman with a lot of experience.

In general i love having my cock tortured and have wanted to explore sounding for a long time. So yesterday my Domme and I finally did it. It was incredible.

It was like my whole existence boiled down to a singularity of pleasure and pain, inextricable from one another, i wept with joy and vulnerability, blasted off from reality and left my body, felt so deeply connected to my partner in a way i didn’t know was even possible, it was almost a spiritual experience. And moreso than the physical experience, watching her absolute glee and tenderness and salivation at what she was doing to me just compounded the hotness on itself like a urosburos feedback loop. It was unreal.

It was like ego death on shrooms.

And upon further reflection it just gets hotter because like i think about having a cock (albeit a very small and cute and useless one) and how i can’t use it to penetrate anymore (not that id want to because im a pure sub), but it itself can get penetrated?!

Is this like a normal reaction? lol

It’s also cool for me who has tried a lot of different things and has a kink list that’s quite long still able to find joy in new things!!

Also i really expected the burning/pain/discomfort to be much worse after but there was barely any. We did use a ton of surgical lube tho so maybe that helped?

Anyway sorry for the rant I’m just kinda over the moon and floaty as hell today lol