I don’t have any problems talking my dommes ears off about vanilla stuff. I don’t have any issues discussing kinks and scenes via text/chat. I trust her completely and so far she’s been the best person I’ve submitted to.

But whenever I am in front of my domme and she starts talking about kinks I just can’t seem to look in her eyes. It’s like her presence makes me go into a deep sunspace.

I so want to look in her eyes and tell her that I am more than excited to do all those things maybe even beg for them. I know she’ll enjoy a sub who’ll be more vocal but usually it turns into a pathetic soft mumble.

Any tips on how I can push through this barrier would be highly appreciated.