So I posted a little bit back about my wife being interested and how to go about it.

Essentially she wanted to try it, didn't really wanna use safe words and my interest in it wasn't there, I was moreso doing it for her.

Fast forward to last night, I decided to try and watch some CNC p*rn to see if I could get an idea of how it can be acted out and how to handle it properly. We were working on a game plan earlier that day and I wanted to know what it would actually look like. Well long story short I went from ready to go to crying while watching it soft as some bread. Idk if I just wasn't really prepared or what.

I guess I'm just asking, is there anyone out there that can give me advice on how to get over this so that I can actually try it out for her?