I was a sub to a dom. I ended the relationship for personal reasons… a lot of it had to do that he wasn’t a very educated and caring dom to me.

i’ve ended it on my terms. it’s still fresh in my mind cause it happened yesterday. He tried to get ahold of me at midnight but i didn’t answer.

I feel so much shame. I’ve did a lot of vulnerable things for this guy and I feel naked, not in a good way but shameful way. The scenes we did has now felt shameful. I feel nothing but shame.

I know it’s over and it should be over. But a part of me feels like i’ll never find a dom after this. I feel too disgusted with myself to partake in any bdsm related scenes or think about them. I feel like i’m dropping hard and I only have myself to cope with this.

How do you cope with D/S break ups?