I hope that this is okay to write but I don’t have anyone to talk to and I don’t know what to do.

Yesterday I had an intense submissive online play with a dom that took me to heights I haven’t experienced. It was beautiful and I felt absolutely adored and taken care off. Afterwards we talked a lot but it was really late for me 4am, so I went to bed. But I woke up at 6am with a sub drop which I of course informed him. Because of the time difference it took a while for him to respond and at first he was taking care of me but after he went to clear his head. He wrote I message saying that he doesn’t think this will work out and blocked me everywhere.

I have no one to talk to I’m just crying and feeling fucking awful. I just need to know how to get out of this sub drop by myself