So I spent most of my life in kink being into really the more gentle side of BDSM, but recently I have just fallen in love with degrading.

Like I have this fantasies of people online just endlessly sending me the worst things, Doms who don't relent, being a group setting and just being a laughingstock of party. I actually tried the first fantasy by just posting a open call to redditors to degrade me. It was mostly disappointing but there were a few messages that were just a few paragraphs of absolute hate, to the point were I cried, and honestly; I fucking loved it.

That's the part that freaks me out because being publicly hated, to be looked down on by everyone has been my greatest fears but now I enjoy it? Somehow this new kink has made fears that felt overwhelming, to something a lot more manageable and I am so confused lol