Now that I’m ready to date again I’ve been looking pretty intently on finding a slave. It hasn’t been easy and honestly it can be hilariously soul crushing some days. My kinks have always been extreme, even for the kink community, so it makes it hard to find a partner. Even if you’ve got all the right qualities, lowering your dating pool to what sometimes feels like .01% is going to be a challenge for anyone. I’ve come to the realization that I’d rather be alone than be in something that isn’t right for me again. I’m not in any rush to get there. I’m sure I’ll find the right person for me, the right slave that wants to be in love and give me their humanity entirely. I might have to post lots of annoying ads and get ghosted quite a few times just when it seems good but I know I’ll find her. Until then I’m sitting by my Christmas tree trying out a new strain of weed, watching scary movies and eating a snack of fresh pears and grapes. Life is really good and I can’t wait to share it with a slave. Someday there will come a night where the chores are all done, there’s no work tomorrow, it’s raining outside, dinner’s been made, you’ll be naked and collared at my feet and all the two of us need to do is relax and watch movies together.

Just feeling content and grateful and wanted to blab to you guys. I hope we all find what we want.