Wow, I had my first experience as a sub with a Dom. This is what I've been waiting for & wanted for a very long time yet I question if I can do this all the time. I want to, but can I?! It was so intense. I ordered myself water & realized I had done something wrong immediately. This was my first time seeing him so serious. He told me I’m just apologizing because I know I'm going to be getting my ass spank later. I giggled until I indeed got my ass spanked later. I didn't think the spanking would come with such a firm hand. It made my eyes tear up. I was too scared to cry because I didn't want him to think I wasn't enjoying it. If I did release my tears is that normal? Do y'all play like this every day? Is it normal I don't see him the same? Not in a bad way I just view him differently now, I still very much like him!