There are some things that you read about, things you think you understand until suddenly you’re living them.

I want to share something from my current relationship with my Sir that really hit different.

We’ve been together for a bit, but last night was a whole new level, one I’d never quite reached with anyone before.

We were on a call, just talking. I was, as usual, going on about something, while he just listened, something I really like about him. Then, at some point, I asked him for something, and he told me to drop it. I didn’t. I kept pushing and pleading. Then, in this perfectly calm tone, he said, “Daisy, drop it.”

Oh my god. I can’t even describe what happened to me in that moment. A shiver ran down my spine, my heart was beating so fast, my mind went blank and for a moment, I was just frozen, unable to even speak. Those three words hit me deeper than anything, and instantly, I was like, “Yes Sir.” I could barely get the words out… I don’t even know what to call it. Respect? Fear? Obedience? Desire? Maybe it was all of that, all at once.

And Sir knew it. He didn’t have to raise his voice, or didn’t even have to say something harsh or mean. Just that calm voice that put me in my place. And later on he even mentioned, “Of course I don’t need to raise my voice to remind you of your place.” And there I was, still in that haze, and just whispered, “Yes Sir.”

Now I know how it feels, I’m craving for that feeling. I don’t know when it will happen again, but God, I hope it’s soon.