i have a random question!

does anyone else purposely not engage in kinks they’re into on their own so that they can experience them with another person? i know a lot of people wont engage in certain kinks or acts for safety reasons, but does anyone not engage in them for these reasons?

ive been thinking about it and for me doing something solo doesn’t feel the same/as enjoyable. for example, something thats not related to kink is using dildos. i hate using them for solo play but i love penetration with another person and it feels absolutely amazing. a kink example of this for me is that im into bimbofication and would love for a dom to dictate what i wear. sure i can do this to myself but it just doesn’t feel the same as if i had a dom dictating it for me.

am i weird for this or do others do the same?